Monday, December 10, 2007

everytime



certain things
i understand more than you think i do
just that sometimes
i choose to pretend
i choose to run away.
i know that sometimes what i believe
may not meant to be
but i choose to still believe
i choose to stay in memories
naive it may seem
stupid it may be
but now, i know it's not meant to be

how does it feel like
sitting next to the person
looking straight into their eyes
wanting to speak
but ur speech failed you.
how does it feel like
being next to the person
knowing that it's all over
and it's not meant to be
how does it feel like
holding that person
knowing that the minute you let go
it's all gone for eternity
how does it feel like
being next to the one
knowing that you no longer can have him
how does it feel like
only the heart has the answer.

it has been long.
i know it too
and i know
it's time to let go.
to have said those words
i know
you're no longer you
and for that
im letting you go
for you, my love has always been true.
to have been thru it all,
ur love i knew was once true
and perhaps, that's realli enough.
they say you need no reason to fall in love
but a thousand and one to let go
i only needed those words from you
and so now, i shall let it go.

for you were once the everything
i need more than time
to take these tears away.
my love for you..
i still havent quite figured our how to let it stop
so im just going to let it fade away.
many times it may hurt
but im going to be stronger than i've ever been.
on certain days,
im going to miss you
but im not going to let it rain

sometimes i'll miss you
sometimes i'll hate you
but im going to live life
better than it is.

gonna need some time alone
so i guess i wun be blogging for a while
=) dun miss me too much yah

就让我彻底的伤
再彻底的醒过来



this promise
i'll let go too.