God's Faithfulness

HAPPY NEW YEAR =D

it's 2008.
amazing how time flies.

okok. i shall leave the emo and long post abt 2007 to another day.
that is if im not lazy to type..
cus im feeling too high to emo now.
LOL =)

im glad i went to church today for the countdown service
yes=)
according to daisy
ended the year with God.
started the year with God.
and yes, this feeling is great=D

it was a really fun service..
the light stick concept=)
and kel-li rushing through the worship cus she was only left with 3 mins to countdown. lol.. super funny
funny and interesting testimonies
pastor revealing a secret =)
countdown service was just love=)

since im on the topic of Church,
i'll let this entry be a short testimony of God's grace to me.
i hear julie and macy calling me mother melisa.

i love the songs and songs we sang for worship today
it reminded me of the great love of the Heavenly Father.
of His faithfulness
as i sang the songs, i felt my heart filled with love again
and it made me smiled. a long time since i smiled from deep within.
and the testimonies somehow reali woke me up from whatever that i was feeling
and reminded me that God has His purpose for all the trials He put us through. If He brings me to it, He will bring me through it.
make me a stronger person.

yes.
through it all and all, He has been faithful.
2007 was filled with the happiest days of my life
but was filled with the most painful days of my life
i was too immerse in the love of a relationship
i took my blessings for granted.
i backslidded. i forgot about my spiritual relationship.

But God has been faithful.
even though i backslidded, He led me back.
He miraculously placed wilfred into my life, to remind me that should all things fail me, God will never fail.
Each time my heart ached, He was in my presence and shared my pain.
When i isolated myself from seeing and feeling, He taught me how to cry.
i could vividly rmb the time at church where i suddenly felt Him speak and that warm feeling as though someone was beside me.
and the amazing experience on the bus

when i was broken, He picked the pieces for me.
when i was weak, He gave me strength.
when i was lonely, He was the brightest star in the sky
Even though i forgot about Him.
He never forgets me, but leads me back to Him.

He blessed me with friends who were there for me=)
it is through this whole thing, i finally see who the true friends are
and i see how much each of them care for me =)
thankyou=D
you know who you are.
*muacks*

through this whole thing,
I've felt and witness the love and faithfulness of God
i know i have alot to be thankful for
and i really am.
with the strength from God
i pray for this heart to be unbroken
and you know that i'll place aside the past
walk a brand new path
and smile from the bottom of my heart.

because im so loved.

And in the midst of the storm
Through the wind and the waves
You'll still be faithful
You'll still be faithful
When the stars refuse to shine
And time is no more
You'll still be faithful
You'll still be faithful, my Lord