confessions.

You are my strength when I am weak'

You are the treasure that I seek

You are my all in all

Seeking You as a precious jewel

Lord, to give up I'd be a fool

You are my all in all

hahas. my blog songs are very short lived i realised

im always changing my blog song depending on my mood=P

and yes right now,

im finding serenity=)

with all the things happening around me or to me,

sometimes, it really gets tiring..

not just physically but mentally and emotionally

and i realise that i tend to shut down as a way to stop thinking about all these

and perhaps that explains my absentmindedness recently

i scanned my ezlink card at the dustbin

i forgot about my tuition until macy mentioned about tuition

i mixed up my days of the week

etc. =)

i guess,

there are many things that are unpredictable.

or you'll never know the answer

and i really hate regretting

so i really give it my all

and i gave my all..

and when it all failed me..

i really wonder, if it was worth giving it my all.

and so, many many times i really felt so discouraged

i really felt like giving up

and i ever felt on the verge of a breakdown

but i always managed to pull myself together

now, i do understand that i really need to learn to stop hiding and face whatever awaits me in the future

courage. courage.

i just want to be less afraid

=)

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; the courage to change the things I can; and the wisdom to know the difference.

~*

it's the 27th again.

for this month, it marks my third year in recieving Christ as my personal saviour.

God has been really faithful towards me and loving me in a way greater than anyone

He has blessed me with so many wonderful people in my life
and that includes you who is reading this now=)

i've backslidded, but when i was unfaithful, He remains faithful to me

and when i had wrong priorities, still He never stop loving and never forsake me

thus, i'm really thankful

and i really thank God for the strength when i am weak.
for picking me up when im down and
for His presence in my daily walk.

You are my all in all=)

27th..

holds a special meaning in my heart<3

iloveyou.

how can i keep these blessings but let them go at the same time?