i realised.

how i've always wondered..
why must you try so hard and hurt yourself so badly just because of one ball.
i could never understand.

today i watched.
from where i was, just watching you play.
and i watched as tears rolled down your face...
i felt tears in my eyes...
i finally realised.
i now understand.

i wanted to be there for you.
i wanted to tell you how proud i was for you.
because in my eyes, i saw your victory.

even with my stupidity, i still.
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