Wednesday, June 25, 2008

frustration

i was SO SO close to explosion today XP
attachment is becoming such a nightmare
whatever happen to the innocence of children
maybe its just the centre.

i miss my previous centre sooo sooo much=(
i miss my WC, yanling's E
all my nursery kids..
the toddlers and the K2s who should be in pri 1 now
i miss my ex mentor
=,( even though the centre is located rather ulu pandan-ly
but seeing the children always make it worth it.
comparing what i used to think was chaos
now i think is nothing..

time passes lk snail during attachment now
and I duno how im going to survive the next two music lesson
the next semester back at the centre
classroom management skills, problem-solving, everything just don't seem applicable in singapore context.
and it leaves me so desperate like today.

im really beginning to wonder if im really cut out for this
i love children.
but perhaps, educating them isnt for me.

haish~
but I thank God for carenet today
even though i was late..
but the songs and the people and His presence
really calms my frustrated heart today.


headache.

sometimes, i wonder why im doing all these for