MEL :)

sometimes, i suspect that i may just be autistic.

i NEED consistency.
I NEED to know what happens next so it frustrates me when my plans get messed up.
To a certain extent I dislike physical touch/affection.
I am unable to express my emotions verbally. I usually write them out.
I dislike being in social situations.
I dislike adapting to new environment.

haha my sister used to tell me that when I was in primary school, i was so quiet, non-verbal, unresponsive. even till now, whenever something overwhelms me, i shrink back into that shell, that wall that I built for myself and stay in it.

maybe im a slow-to-warm-up child. HAHA.

but sometimes, i really just want to live in my imaginary world.