MEL :)

I have come to realise the problem.

"don't try to live your life trying to impress others. Do what you love, love what you do"

As a Christian, I know I am out here to impress none other, but to glorify God, to honor God and to meet His standards.

But in this world, they've put something called "system". This system requires us to meet the worldly organisation standards - an appraisal process that tells you what you have achieved, not achieved. What you can do better, what you failed to do. it gauges you emotionlessly, with numbers and letters, and as objectively as it claims to be, it is in fact subjective, from the point of a person who may barely know you as a person, judging you and giving you a verdict of your effectiveness, success and telling you how satisfied you should be.

And this system has thrown me off my equilibrium.