MEL :)

just finished my 10th epd of one litre of tears
lol.
that show probably made me cried lk
two litres of tears
a story about a girl with a spinal nerve mutation
which eventually caused her to lose her ability to move and communicate
the most torturouse thing is that while having lost her physical and verbal ability
she is still concious.
of everything.. watching herself fade away
knowing that wad awaits at the end of it
is death.
it's a true story
and that's wad made it even more sad
knowing that this is not a happy end
makes it more =(

life is just so so
unpredicatable.
wad if today was ur last?
wld u "grumble to God all the way to heaven"
or smile becus
life was beautiful to you.

no matter how tough things are
we'll have to learn to be contented with what we have
with contentment, comes happiness
yups=)
wads ur definition of contentment
it's realli up to you.
as for me...
give me some time..
I'll learn to be contented again=)

I'll smile
not becus it's a mask
but i'll smile
becus i have my God in my heart
and becus.. i have you, you and YOU in my life=)

and i'll smile
becus
i love you=)