MEL :)

school is starting in TWO DAYS=X
ohmy ohmy
why time flies suddenly=X

im notnotnot looking forward
not when monday is 8am-6pm=(
not when i have 4 hrs break
not when i still have tuition after sch=(

i decided that i shld just remain cca-less
im not sure if i can handle cca and the project stress together
damn.
im not looking forward to sch already=X
poly is just..
so hard to survive..
all the politics
the types of ppl you meet..
screw it.

im actualli a little afraid too=X
becus..
he wun be there for me anymore
no one to hear me rant on and on
whine on and on
and.. yah..
it's just that whenever im realli realli on the verge of breaking down
jus having him arnd..
jiu gou le=)
aiya.. dun hw to say=X
Sem2 is going to be much tougher.
like SUPER tough..
modules which i realli dun have confidence in.
modules that have projects that are lk damn big scale..
lol.. it's not that my course is so lucky to have only 17hrs in sch
but becus, we have tons and Tons to do for the projects..
more than u think we have.
x1000 =)
yucks.

i have an ART module..
i used to fail art.. and only do well for abstract art=D
i have a Speech module..
and i sucks at pronounciation and tongue twisters=D
i have a literay module..
and i cant do storytelling.. ever..
and i have a global issue module
on GEOGRAPHY
mind u.. geog
and the last time i did geog was 3 yrs ago
and i have no idea where indonesia or phillipines are located=D
i.am.so.dead.

two more days..
to gather my courage=)
and face a new beginning.
go mel go!

so.. encouraging=)
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suhui jiayou!
michelle jiayou!
fiona jiayou!
macy jiayou!
julie jiayou!
jolene jiayou!
jessica jiayou!
joel jiayou!
aaron jiayou!
luffy jiayou!
siulung jiayou!
=D

ni ye shi..
yao jiayou!
i'll still be here for you=)
4445556668883399966688=)