me ish nort ur typikal scholar.

I.
don't.like.to.be.called.as.a.scholar.
I.
don't.like.to.be.introduced.as.a.scholar.
I.
don't.like.to.wear.a.name-tag.with.the.word.scholar.
I.
don't.even.feel.like.a.scholar.

really. i dont feel smart at all, so dont treat me like im all smart and all able. I really dont like expectations like these. My scholarship is a gift from God and so I am extremely grateful for it, but i really dont like the strings of expectations that go along with it.

first day at a new place. having to adapt to a new team and a whole centre of children. overwhelming to a certain extent. please please God, help me able to handle all these (plus expectations T.T)