Now, there's no turning back.
I accepted the job offer and is now awaiting the final confirmation. Whatever the outcome, I just pray that it is all according to the will of God.
I cannot do this on my own, by my own strength. Putting aside the low self-confidence, I am not sure about the expectations, stress and time management challenges that will come along.
Is it You who opened this door?
I want to be sure, so that should I fail myself, I still know that You are in control, and You have placed me there to excel and glorify You. And then I know I'll strive harder, for You.
You said that You plan for me to excel in what I am doing, not just "good enough". And because I believe this is the best opportunity, I am grabbing it. So God, give me the confidence to face what You've laid out for me. I don't think I'm strong enough to do it by my own.
And so I remember my toddlers and the way they sing with pure belief.. "my God is so big, so strong and so mighty, there's nothing my God cannot do.. FOR YOU".
=) yes, for me.